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““Running As Fast As I Can” by John David Graham is a gripping tale that follows the remarkable life journey of Daniel Robinson from his childhood in the mid-1900s to his adulthood years. The story is told in 1st person by the protagonist, Daniel Robinson. If you were a child of the fifties or sixties, you will find his tale ring true. He talks about his dealing with his angry, drunken wife-beating philandering father. He and his brothers hated him so much that they had decided to not refer to him as dad or father but simply as “him.” His brother Robert said, “To me, he’s just him—some abusive stranger who happens to live in the house with us.”
Daniel’s father was a factory worker by day and spent evenings watching TV, getting drunk, and sleeping. Sadly, he was a harsh and abusive individual towards his three sons and wife. The beatings were frequent and often severe. Daniel wanted to know why his mother married him, and she said it was because she had felt sorry for him and all the hell he had gone through before they married. But his mother’s decision transformed her into a solitary and forgotten soul, burdened by the constant domestic violence and the grief over the loss of her beloved mother.
This book profoundly portrays adolescent life in the 1950s and 1960s. It delves into the hustle of earning money through delivering papers, the joy of building balsa wood models, the excitement of weekend cowboy movies, and the tender yet complicated emotions of first love. It’s a compelling journey through a transformative era.
It is a story of being betrayed by the influential and revered and the heartbreaking truth that society ignores the pleas of the less fortunate, rendering them powerless in their pursuit of justice against the established powerful. Daniel experiences betrayal multiple times in his journey. He experienced it in childhood, love, and work – one betrayal became his nightmare. Daniel’s mentor, Dr. Samuels, shared a profound insight with him, “Life is written in pencil, so we can get a lot of second chances.” When encountering hardships, this profound concept inspired Daniel to remain resilient and gracefully adapt whenever necessary.
Seeking a fresh start after a devastating heartbreak, he embarks on a journey from his college in Kentucky to the vibrant city of San Francisco. He hopes to find solace and begin anew amidst the thriving counter-culture movement there. Despite encountering kind-hearted souls during his cross-country hitchhiking adventures, his arrival in San Francisco is marred by a disastrous event that makes him second-guess his decision. Nevertheless, amidst the initial hardships and emotional turmoil he endures, he eventually finds solace and a sense of purpose.
Detroit is another city that becomes a part of Daniel’s story. There, he encounters an unexpected new love interest, Kate. Will she prove to be just like Elizabeth? Can he trust her love to be genuine, or will she judge a man based on his family and wealth instead of the true essence of his being?
It is a captivating book that offers a profound reading experience. It delves into various aspects of life that resonate with all of us, provoking deep introspection into one’s own journey. It portrays an authentic depiction of a society in constant change and uncovers the gritty truths and unforeseen obstacles that life frequently presents. I found “Running As Fast As I Can” a fascinating read that I was glad to have had the opportunity to review. I LOVED IT.”
— Reviewed by James B
Literary Titan
””Running as Fast as I Can”” by John David Graham is an evocative novel set in the Midwest during the turbulent 1960s. The story follows the protagonist, Daniel Robinson, through a difficult childhood marked by an abusive father and a mother grappling with mental illness. Seeking an escape from this oppressive environment, Daniel leaves home at 16, initially finding refuge with a sympathetic pastor. This sanctuary is short-lived, however, as a betrayal by the pastor sets Daniel on a challenging path of self-discovery and belonging.
Graham paints a vivid picture of Daniel’s disillusionment with the religious institution he once turned to for solace. The narrative is enriched by the array of characters Daniel meets — some offering wisdom and support, others struggling themselves, yet all contributing to his growth. The central theme of constructing a chosen family comes to fruition when Daniel meets Kate Fitzgerald, with whom he endeavors to build the nurturing home he always longed for. Yet, a lingering question persists for the reader: Can Daniel truly free himself from the shadows of his past?
John David Graham’s writing is impressive, characterized by meticulous planning and skillful character development. His attention to detail creates immersive scenes, bringing the characters’ emotional journeys to life. The reader is drawn into Daniel’s world, sharing his pain, understanding the complexities of overcoming trauma, and witnessing his efforts to find love and acceptance. The novel is not without its familiar tropes. One particular instance where Daniel confides in his mentor, Doc, echoes a memorable scene from the film “Good Will Hunting.” While this similarity may detract from the novel’s originality, it does not significantly diminish the overall impact of Graham’s storytelling.
John David Graham has written an emotionally charged story that delves into the themes of resilience, belonging, and the importance of human connection. The story follows Daniel through personal struggles and challenges, discovering the true power of perseverance and human relationships. This story is a poignant reminder of the importance of finding one’s place in the world. Overall, Running as Fast as I Can is a must-read for anyone looking for a heartfelt and inspiring tale of triumph over adversity.”
Reader’s Favorite #1 by K.C. Finn
“Running As Fast As I Can is a work of fiction in the recent historical, interpersonal drama, and sociocultural writing subgenres. It is best suited to mature adult readers owing to the presence of graphic violence, sexual content, strong language, and other adult themes throughout. Penned by author John David Graham, the work is a heart-wrenching yet ultimately redemptive novel that delves into the tumultuous journey of Daniel Robinson, a young man who grew up in the grim mill slums surrounding Pittsburgh. The story opens with Daniel’s desperate escape from his abusive home, with an alcoholic father and a mother who retreated into prayer, neglecting her son’s suffering. This traumatic upbringing propels Daniel into a decade-long odyssey through the volatile 1960s, marked by encounters with the hippie drug culture, racial violence, and anti-war protests. Amid this chaos, Daniel discovers love and hope through Kate Fitzgerald, and together they embark on a path to healing and rebuilding a life marked by love rather than pain.
Author John David Graham has crafted a highly emotive and immersive novel that deftly explores themes of family, redemption, and the long-lasting effects of trauma. The book masterfully captures the historical and social backdrop of the era, offering a compelling insight into the challenges of the time whilst also bringing the vibrance, attitude, and dark complexities of the 1960s into living color with some fantastic descriptive and dialogue work. What distinguishes this book is its ability to seamlessly intertwine Daniel’s personal journey with broader social issues, making it both an emotional and thought-provoking read. It serves as a poignant reminder of the injustices and struggles that people faced during this period and the enduring impact of trauma. Overall, Running As Fast As I Can is a narrative that captivates and profoundly resonates with readers, presenting a compelling tale of love and forgiveness that I would not hesitate to recommend to one and all.”
Reader’s Favorite #2 by Lorraine Cobcraft
“All Daniel Robinson ever wanted was a normal loving family. To escape an abusive father and mentally ill mother, he leaves home at sixteen to seek refuge with a pastor. But a man he believed would protect him — a man he should have been able to trust implicitly and depend on — sexually assaults him. From thereon, his life takes many twists and turns as he struggles to find his place in the world, facing repeated challenges and betrayals and becoming increasingly disillusioned with the church and the authority figures he looks to for help and protection. While benefiting from the wisdom and caring guidance of a few good people he meets along the way, he also learns a great deal from troubled folk to whom he extends the hand of friendship. Eventually, he finds his soulmate in Kate Fitzgerald. Together, they build the family he always wanted. But can he ever outrun the demons that haunt him?
Running As Fast As I Can is a genuine page-turner. A good writer makes you either laugh or cry. John David Graham did both. Daniel’s story had me struggling at times to read through my tears. Graham is a truly great author, in my view, because long after putting the book aside, the characters still live with you. Graham takes you into their world to walk in their shoes, to feel what they feel, to think what they think, and to know what they know. You learn with them. You love with them. You cry with them. And in the end, you draw on the experiences you share with them to shape your view of the world.
This book shines a light in dark corners. The author does not hold back in his judgment of human behavior and a society shaped by prejudices. But he reminds us that life is written in pencil so that we can erase a mistake and start over. As we join Daniel on his journey, I suspect most of us will reflect on the times we needed to erase a chapter and rewrite it. We ponder the race we are running; our own search for love, for a place to belong in the world, and for a way to light the path for those who struggle in a dark place. Running As Fast As I Can is told with deep compassion and understanding. It’s a story of love and forgiveness. Intensely emotional, it is also timely and relevant, highlighting social issues our society still struggles with today. It is, in my opinion, truly a masterpiece.”
Reader’s Favorite #3 by Viga Boland
“From the moment I met 12-year-old Daniel in Running As Fast As I Can by John David Graham, my heart went out to him. How well I could relate to his joy in saving his pennies to buy and build a model airplane, only to have his young spirit crushed by his alcoholic father. From that point on, throughout adolescence and into early adulthood, throughout his eagerness to succeed in both love and career and his disappointments in both, Daniel needed constant reminders that he was writing his life in pencil and could always start over again. It’s a chance that many of us deny ourselves if it weren’t for the many good people who help us along the way. So it is with Daniel’s journey to discover who he really is and what he’s truly capable of. His search for self takes him on some wild rides with some unusual characters. We laugh and cry with him, but each and every one of them teaches him more about life and himself than any education ever could. It reminded me of my own experiences as a new teacher: I learned more from my students in my first year of teaching than I ever did in teachers’ college!
Running As Fast As I Can by John David Graham is one of the most beautiful stories ever told, one whose message was repeated several times throughout the novel, and whose importance I will never forget i.e. that “…life is written in pencil; we get lots of second chances.” Don’t believe that? Read what happens to Daniel Robinson and you might just change your mind and think a lot more deeply about your own life. I did, and, like Daniel, I realized that even though what some people had done to me could never be erased, it was always up to me to write the next chapter. The author tells us he began writing this story 50 years ago. I’d be willing to bet that though this novel is fiction, there’s a lot of reality in the protagonist’s experiences and encounters. Apart from a natural ability for story-telling, the author writes with such sensitivity that readers feel every one of Daniel’s emotions. It’s actually quite amazing how a rather long coming-of-age story could be so compelling that it’s almost impossible to put the book down. This was an engrossing and unforgettable read. Thank you John David Graham for writing Running As Fast As I Can. This particular journey belonged to Daniel Robinson but his story belongs to each of us.”
Reedsy Discovery
“A poignant exploration of resilience, shattered dreams, and the complex tapestry of human relationships.
Growing up in the mill slums surrounding Pittsburgh, all that 16-year-old Daniel Robinson ever wanted was a family who loved him. Instead, he was ignored by a mother who hid in her room praying to an unseen God, and a drunk for a father who used everyone as a punching bag.
After yet another beating, he runs to the only man he trusts—his pastor. He welcomes Daniel—then assaults him! Devastated, and frightened out of his mind, he runs away again, spending the next ten years wandering the country throughout the turbulent 1960’s, desperate to forget the bedlam he called home. He tries to make a new family with all the misfits he meets on the road, all while getting caught up in the hippie drug invasion in San Francisco, racial violence in Cleveland and Detroit, and especially a deadly anti-war protest at Kent State. Disillusioned, and nearly killed several times on his odyssey,
Daniel loses hope he will ever be happy—until he meets Kate Fitzgerald, who was running from her own demons. Together they get a second chance at love and the family they both want.
But can he ever run far enough to forget his haunted past?
Running As Fast As I Can takes readers on a poignant journey through the eyes of a young boy, Daniel, as he navigates the challenges of adolescence, family dysfunction, and the pursuit of a dream.
The narrative is rich with vivid details, allowing readers to immerse themselves in the world of 1950s suburban America.
The story beautifully captures the innocence and determination of Daniel as he sets his heart on owning a model airplane—a symbol of his aspirations and escape from the harsh realities of his troubled family life. The vivid descriptions of Thompson’s Hobby Shop, the model airplane, and the camaraderie with his friend Frankie create a nostalgic atmosphere that resonates with readers who may recall their own youthful dreams.
The character development is particularly well-executed, depicting the complexities of Daniel’s relationships with his family and friends. The portrayal of his father’s indifference and the strained dynamics within the family adds layers to the narrative, underscoring the challenges faced by many children growing up in dysfunctional households.
The emotional impact of the story intensifies when Daniel’s efforts to build and share his cherished model airplane with his father result in heartbreak. The symbolism of the burning plane becomes a powerful metaphor for shattered dreams and the harsh realities of life. The narrative skilfully navigates the delicate balance between hope and despair, leaving readers with a lingering sense of empathy for Daniel.
The writing style is evocative and immersive, successfully transporting readers to a bygone era. The author’s attention to detail, from the descriptions of model airplane assembly to the portrayal of family dynamics, enhances the overall authenticity of the narrative.
Running As Fast As I Can is a poignant exploration of resilience, shattered dreams, and the complex tapestry of human relationships. It captivates readers with its emotional depth, making it a compelling and thought-provoking read.
A beautiful coming-of age novel.”
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Reader Reviews
“This book was excellent. I read the entire book thinking it was a true story. It wasn’t until the next to last page that I realized it was fiction. There was nothing unbelievable. So much of what happens in this scary world was there. I grew to respect this great man and his ability to manage his life, or not, to speak so eloquently about his love for Kate, and so honestly about his faith. Such a great story.”
— M. Knapp
“Hold on to your seat and enjoy an emotional roller coaster”
— Felicia C. Lockamy
“I would recommend this book to anyone who realizes, or doesn’t yet realize, they are broken. Graham delves deep into the mental processes of “another chance.” Forrest Gump meets The Shawshank Redemption meets Patch Adams. I actually lost sleep, needing to find out what the next twist and turn was going to be.”
— Kindle Customer
“In this energetic, fictional memoir of Daniel Robinson as he struggles with a terrible childhood and then his years in the heart of the consuming counterculture movement of the bay area.
In prose, both graphic and unsentimental, John David Graham reveals the corrosive side of love that he experienced with two types of women. Robinson’s struggle to be someone and be a better father than his abusive, drunk father. It is a great book that reads like it is a real memoir and really takes you back to the 60s when hitchhiking was okay and a Coke was 5 cents. I loved the book.”
— Jan3Dg
“What a struggling long life the main character, Daniel had throughout this book. But each struggle turned to something good and the story was sad, yet a joy to read.”
— Kindle Customer
“This is a book that every person must read if they enjoy great,expressive characters, lots of surprises, and a book that can’t be put down. If I could rate it more then 5 Stars I would. It is a book that you will want to tell your friends about. This is a book that should be in every library. Although it is fiction, there are so many truths in it that will be helpful and healthy for anyone who reads it. I pray that John Graham is already working on his second book!”
— Dorothy L.
“Usually I don’t read because of poor eyesight but when I found this book online I was intrigued by the title so I bought a copy this is the first book I’ve read since high school it’s a combination of the movie Forrest gump and stand by me which I hope one day this book becomes a movie it’s the best written book I’ve ever read its gripping story that will leave you on edge of your seat with each page”
— Anthony Monnier
“I became acquainted with John David Graham via his Substack posts. When I decided to give his book a try, I did not know what an enchanting and emotional read this was going to be. To be honest, it was disturbing as I read about the main character’s experience with poverty, family substance abuse, and mental health issues, as well as sexual abuse. The church or faith is a kind of peg around which this entire tale is written but with great honesty and integrity. This is not a ‘just believe and everything will be ok’ story – and it shouldn’t be. That’s not the reality most of us face. There was something about the way this book was written that impacted me on an emotional level. When I got to about the 70% mark on my Kindle, I took a good part of a day and had to finish it. I think it is a great epic tale and encourage you to read it.”
— John Dobbs
“I was invited to be an ARC reader for John Graham’s book, and I must say am very glad that I was. This is a novel that will stay with you between reading sessions, as it is quite an emotional experience, delving into the very inner thoughts and dreams of a person who is earnestly seeking the meaning of it all, love and, in some cases, redemption. All while earnestly seeking to improve the world in his own way. It is a world of joy and sorrow, highs and lows that most of us deal with. Some more than others, to be sure, but the story resonates as it only could if gleaned from a life having been lived.
It begins with the main character, Daniel Robinson, as a boy, living under the harsh and unloving rule of a father who is downright mean to the core. Personally, I benefitted from an upbringing by the very opposite of that sort of parent. But I grew up with several kids who came from broken homes, or who had distant parents who did not seem to love or care for them. It was a very alien concept for me at the time (and still is). A different world that I could never understand. Hence, that part of the novel struck me particularly hard, and my heart went out to Daniel.
Later in his life, Daniel travels to Kent State with a friend. The instant I read those words on the page, and knowing the era in which it took place, I was filled with an immediate dread. I was only a kid when the events that took place there occurred, but I remember it all too well.
This novel is clearly a work straight from the heart. For myself it was a rather humbling experience, for Daniel is someone who impacts many lives, most in a good way, and it had me examining my own life in that light.
For that alone I would say this is an important book, and I am truly honored for having been among the first to read it. Well done, John Graham.”
— C. Dewitt
“Just finished your book. I am so blessed to have read this story. I am blessed to see how life changed for Daniel and his family. And I am saddened that my journey along with him has ended. Saddened, but Blessed so much more. Thank you John for taking me on this journey. ”
— Ed
“I had the pleasure of being an ARC reader for John Graham ‘s new book, “Running as Fast as I Can.” I really enjoyed reading it. He creates vivid settings that draw you in and make you feel like you are experiencing the story alongside the characters. At times I felt like I was reading a memoir because Daniel’s character was so realistic. Despite his flaws, I found myself rooting for him throughout his incredible journey.
What I appreciate most about the novel was the emotional bonds Daniel developed with men in his life. It was wonderful to see men being emotionally vulnerable with each other and supporting one another. It was a breath of fresh air from the toxic masculinity we often see portrayed in the media. I also liked the way Graham tied in significant historical events of that era to Daniel’s emotional journey. My only complaint about the book is that there were some problematic words (N word, R word) that I think could have been avoided. I do understand it’s historical fiction, and that sometimes these words are used to show how they caused pain to others. But in a couple of places I felt they were unnecessary as was a joke about “being afraid of Indians.” Despite this, the book has a lot of heart and emotional depth and gives hope to folx who have experienced trauma. I highly recommend it to people who enjoy character driven books and historical fiction. Or to anyone who has ever questioned their faith. If hope was a book, it would be this one.”
— Amazon Customer
““…..life is written in pencil…..”
This story runs a breathtaking and intriguing gamut of emotions. The author chronicles a man’s journey of faith and perseverance in the face of abuse, loss and his occasional surrender to his own moral lapses. But the trials are countered by the triumph of love and the healing power of helping and sacrificing for others.
No other novel so starkly illustrates how love and regret compete to be the most powerful of human emotions. At the same time, it makes clear the need for us to go on one painful step at a time through times of crisis to reach that point when it is realized how much one has leaned through it all.
“…..so we get a lot of second chances.”
Another major factor in this story is the true evil of pervasive bigotry, especially when costumed as noble intentions. It may be in the form of racial discrimination, or refusal to give someone the same forgiveness we ask for ourselves for having broken the rules of society. In the case of this novel, both factors are in play.
All in all, this is the most meaningful and gripping novel I have ever read.”
— Terry Pellman
“This wasn’t a book; this was an experience. At times early in the book it was reminiscent of Tara Westover’s memoir “Educated,” a book that I likewise devoured.
As Daniel’s story progressed, I connected with him in a number of ways–his losses, his inability to move on from abuse, his hopes that build up only to be dashed again by the unfairness of life, his doubts and struggles with God…
I found myself getting angry with Daniel again and again, wondering why he couldn’t seem to get himself together and keep himself together, all the while realizing that I struggle with the same thing.
The other characters in his story were as varied as his life experiences, and each and every one added something to the story, whether pastors who were ill representatives of the God they supposedly served, hippies who showed him a new facet of the world, or lost and hurting people who in some way lit his path and eased his pain.
This was not an easy read, but it was rich and satisfying.”